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| prom was amazingly wonderful and so memorable. ill never forget it for the rest of my life. [sigh]
songs to remember that day : what i like about you, and energy | | |
| i didnt blog yesterday.. my day was filled with lots of stuff.. hmph
yesterday i woke up at around.. um. 9 because i got a fone call from vu but i didnt pick it up because i was too lazy and still too tired to actually kno wats up. i went to sleep agen and i woke up at around noon... i was supposed to work at school at the bte its the student store there because they're havin an event at the school n the store is open and since its part of our grade i had to go. but i was really lazy.. n i just wanted to spend time with my boo, so instead of working i went to jrz house instead. i chilled with him for a lil bit until i had to go home agen.. n i went home around 3. when i got home at 3 my mom wanted me to run errands with her.. as usuall but then agen also we had to buy a gift for my brother in laws wedding that took place today. i came home at around 5:30pm and i decided to go to work at school at around 6 and i took a 2 hour shift, after that jr stopped by to say hi and i hung out with him until 10. =] he dropped me bak and i went to my brothers house.. it looks like surprisingly i am the only singer for the wedding so i had to go practice and pick out all the songs that i had to sing.. i came home at around midnite.. n then finally i rested.
today was a whole new day i woke up at around 8 and i went online for a little bit because i had to print out lyrics to all the songs that i was singing. wats weird is that.. i wasnt nervous at all. i didnt really care that i was singing.. i saw it as something not so serious? i got ready for about 2 hours.. n then helped my sister get ready also.. my hair took hella long.. we headed to my brothers house at around noon. and we met up with my boo agen.. cuz he was goin to be in the wedding also. same with sam wen i got there everyone was in a rush to get ready.. n the girls were panickin about their hair.. so of course to the rescue i had to help out a lil. we left the house at around 12:45 and basically hit 100mph the whole way n racing too n shitt... on the freeway and got to burien at around 1:30, wen we got there.. hella people were not ready.. so we waited a long time.. finally the wedding started and everything was very beautiful i ended up singin more than i thought i was supposed to cuz people kept telling me to sing. but its kool cuz i wasnt shy at all this can prepare me for other things hopefully that'll happen later on in my life..
overall. everything was kool. the sad part is that.. my parents dont like jr.. and so they were really on my ass about where i was and who i was with. i felt like i was trying to act like a stranger to him. and i felt bad because my love is standing right there in front of me and i have to act like he's not even there. my parents wouldnt even let me ride in the same car with him bak.. [sigh] honestly sometimes i question them because i dont kno why they dont like him so bad.. obviously if i love him he's a good guy.. n if he's not.. then ill learn on my own right... i dont even kno how to explain my parents dislikin him in a good way. i feel hella bad already but i can only imagine how he may feel.. im sorry its so frikin complicated being my boifrend.. i wonder why people actually like me =\ eh.. til tomorrow | | |
| what! a lovely day today. everything went well. lets see what did i do.. hm... i went to school and i only had two periods today, and i saw my latte cookie since i havent seen her in forever. we had a fire drill today too. it was hot outside i like it, i hope the weather is like this all the time =] after school i dropped off april at home, and i told jr to pick me up at home at around one-ish. but of course knowin him.. he's late n yea i got pissed cuz its not the first time that he's been late. i uno i dont like it when people cant be on time it shows me that they are irresponsible. well finally he comes and we went n got bubble tea.. at about 2:30 we picked my lil sister at mariner and then he dropped me home because i had to run errands for my mom. with my mom, i went to the bank and then went to an oriental store and then wen to my brothers house..
later on that day.. jr picked me up agen.. and we ate at outback steakhouse the waitress there was really pretty.. like a barbie doll.. and that's what i told jr, she goes to kamiak and is a senior like me. of course being jr... he couldnt stop lookin at her.. but then i said "dang.. u stare much" n he goes "no" and stares right at her ass in front of me. jeez. how rude and then another grl came n sat rite beside us n of course he cant get his eyes off that either.. i told him its koo that he checks out other grlz in front of me.. but dang.. eyes all glued n shit is just R-U-D-E show some respect for me.. hmph. i ate steak.. n this bomb baked potato thing.. but the sauces was NOT crackin i literally was about to throw up n jr makes fun of me sayin i dont kno how to eat steak right.. jeez i didnt kno there was a right way to eat steak. choot. after that.. we went to the movie theater but all the movies started about an hour after n so we'd have to wait.. knowin us impatient people.. we didnt wanna wait.. n we just chilled at his house.. went to pick up my sister at around 9 n then went home after that. now im here bloggin once agen
another day... | | |
| i dont even kno where to begin. i guess you can say im having problems right now with my relationship. i feel like every little thing that i do always leads to an argument. one thing that i hate when i argue with someone is when they hang up on me i feel that is hella disrespectful a person can yell at me, cuss at me, hit me even, but to hang up on me. its hard for me to forgive them cuz its showing that they dont give a fuk. im at a stage of my relationship right now where everyday feels like there's non stop arguing. i do admit that there are many times where i just wanna give up but i cant. i love him im starting to have a different definition of what that word really means. [sigh] another thing is. its so hard trying to be in a relationship when your parents dont approve of the guy. so you always have to go behind their back, and lie... i feel like i try my hardest to always try to be with this one guy and he knows it but he always tells me that i dont try hard enough. what else can i do i think its tough on me also because i dont really have anyone to talk to anymore. there used to be this guy that id always come to when i had a problem. he's not just any ordinary guy, i considered him as one of my good friends, i even went through alot of bickerings with my love one so that i can still talk to him everynite. cuz he can make me smile. but... you are just like everyone else lets be REAL no friend would try to distant themselves from the ones they can come to the most. but i guess not [shrugz]
We all live in this world to do one thing, and that's to enjoy life to the fullest we never kno wen one day we may wake up and have our life taken away, or who knows when you go to sleep you may never even wake up. i take my problems, my challenges, my sadness, my happiness, my laughter, my tears, my life day by day and just smile because "tomorrow is a new day"
at school today was ok. i just worked again and went to english, started late because of the wasl and ited testing. cant wait til tomorrow... | | |
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